Nostalgia

never goes away does it!!.....
when u r walkin by a garden...u see somebody and have a fleeting impression of a friend waving at u...and the next moment, the impression may b gone...but it does leave u with a faint smile....
Its not been long..as in...i just left college some 3 months ago...(GOD..3 months!!)...n i m still in college technically albeit a diffeent one..but the thing is....in some way or the other...it just stays,...
since i m in a college..i m around so many people...n since this is mba....probably i shud have moved on...but the harder i try..the tougher it seems to be...the people out there were in a very unique way..my folks...my own in a manner...to them i was able to attribute something of myself...
may be these things cant b put into words...but as i m trying to gain a footing here...the remorse of loosing mine there...n the fear..that even if i make one here...20 months hence, again i shall have to depart...sometimes draws me into that solitary state..n then only words i can think of are
If Only
if only u had a pause button in life...life cud have been so much happier!!